An Ode to a Friend Gone Too Soon

Scenarios of Drea
7 min readMar 24, 2021
My friend Erica in 2016, at one of our favorite spots, ABA Turkish Restaurant in Midtown

She wanted me to share her words.

She trusted me to tell her story.

I was honored when my friend Erica sent me entries from her personal diary, asking that I share them with the world so that people would know what she was thinking — what she was feeling — in her final days.

Last month, Erica passed away peacefully in her sleep, on the morning after I published her words. All those things that she had wanted to express before she said goodbye. It feels bittersweet. I’m grateful that I was able to publish her words. She was so proud to see the final draft. But I’m angry. Angry that I can’t show her all the beautiful messages that people are writing to her now. Angry that I can’t call her or hear her voice or tell her that I love her one last time.

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